Friday, May 30, 2003
i'm seriously vvvv depressed now. was so worried dat he'll get sacked cos mr yong was really v bad to him just now. he was talking to us abt discipline again, and everything he said was aimed at him lor. cld c him from where i was sitting and he really luk v sad lor. just told me he resigned. i'm damn sad. dunno wad else to say..
anw
he asked me to accompany him after sch on monday.. i suppose i'm feeling happy, but i think the sadness neutralises it.. haiz.. and i'm getting v nervous abt tmr's speech.. haiz.. dunno if i'll get in or not.. if i dun get in, i'll b disappointed but i cant say dat it's unexpected lah.. cos after all, i still dunno alot of snrs.. he's asking wenkai (guys captain) abt my chances.. but wenkai wun say anything.. hahaz.. really think he's damn nice.. haiz.. i'm sad and happy at the same time. it's a v weird feeling..
random thoughts at 8:30:00 AM